I ended a relationship with a guy I really liked, but I"m okay. I just wish that I could leave and he'd still want me. Maybe it's selfish but I need to feel safe when I'm mad or things get too overwhelming, I need to know that I'm safe enough to leave, you know. I just need to feel safe. It's okay. It has to be okay.
And I really I hate that it has to be. I really liked him and it sucks that I have to deal with LIFE. I have to deal with it and I don't think I should let someone deal
I go to bed and wake up at peace. I'm at peace. I love where I am in life. I've left everyone and everything behind. I have a pending case in Galveston County. I hope I can get it taken off. It's public record. I also need to find a part time job, something that pays cash, good cash, lol! Cuz I need money I don't care about lying, everyone lies, it's who you that matters. I don't like people who judge and make people feel bad for their insecurities. I have nothing bad to say about you. Nothing
I want to leave. Like disappear. Get away from it all and just vanish. I don't think anyone understands what it means to not want to be seen or found. To literally get lost.
Y'all I have so much life in me...so much to offer and give to this world...My soul, my body is all emotion...I just let my emotions flow. I fill them and I speak them. I teach, so to go through life and see an injustice or something wrong and not act or speak on it, does something to me. It makes me a hypocrite, becau
I decided to quit social media. A part of it has to do with my rape, and another part of it has to do with mess. There is a man, who has been trying to talk to me for the longest, even thought he has a girlfriend. It bothers me. It bothers me because I'm being put in mess that has nothing to do with me. My ex did the same thing. People just put me in their mess. I decided that for the sake of my mental and emotional well-being, it was probably best if I stayed away.
I miss the days
