The thought has been more frequent and better defined, with there being less willingness and ability to defy it: I’m alone and lonely in large part due to being self-absorbed and tuned out.
Is it possible to crater myself? As in— character, persona, seek out and practice traits, attitudes? I think so. I have doubts about my ability to sustain anything meaningful, too afraid to fail. Comfortable in this muck, this existence of anxiety and anger.
I’d like to see more of: genuine in