What do I do from here?

[Brokenheartedman12]

My finance and I just broke up after 3 years together. We met through a mutual friend. Our first date, I fell in love with her. She was personable, caring and she could hold a conversation. We had our first kiss and after that the rest was history. We were together all the time. We both got new jobs while dating, which is where I feel the relationship failed. She became more stressed and I wasn’t emotionally always available to give her the comfort she was asking for. I never yelled at her, called her any words if I was angry. I truly felt she is my soulmate. She was sad about not having many friends and I introduced her to some of my friends which were girls that she now goes out with all the time which makes me happy. I threw her a huge surprise 30th birthday with family and friends to make her feel special. Yesterday broke me and I feel very lost. There was no hate in the break up, and we kinda just sat with each other, laughing, crying and talking. She kept holding my hand and kissing me which gave me mixed signals. As we said our final good bye for now she said she will reach out in a couple months to reconnect, but for now she needs to heal. A few hours later we sent each other a text hoping the other was okay and reassuring we will be there for each other and still loved each other. I’m so lost it hurts.

[Gebidozo]

Who initiated the breakup? And what was the reason?

 

[Brokenheartedman12]

35 minutes ago, Gebidozo said:

Who initiated the breakup? And what was the reason?

 

She initiated it, she felt I wasn’t fully supportive, her health, job stress, and her mom’s health. So all that made it hard