Author my body is a cage Posted August 31, 2010 Author Posted August 31, 2010 Thanks for your advice. There was a good balance of A and B initially, or maybe more A actually since he said he was going to come visit me and all... I guess one of the boundaries I have is "exclusivity," which we had, but when I saw him he told me he couldn't offer exclusivity to anyone. Which I believe, considering his past. I dont think we went too far towards B, because I stopped it, and he did A afterwards... cuddling with me, walking me to the subway, etc. I don't know. I'm just hurt that after the connection we had (I know it was real) he doesn't seem to care at all now. I don't know what "see"ing would mean since I want A and he cant give it... I really don't believe he wants to "see" me, since he hasnt contacated me or done anything about it. It just sucks the way things worked out. We had a great time together (he agreed about this) but because he made these promises he couldnt keep now it got all screwed up.
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