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A TEST


Hare08

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He knows I'm a LOYAL,

He knows I'm a VULNERABLE,

He knows my PERSONALITY,

He knows I LOVE him , so much that can't compare to anything.

He always asking me how much I love him. 

He is my UNIVERSE.

My love for him is INFINITY,

I Had this feeling that maybe he is testing me how long I can hold it without him communication.

 

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MsJayne

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Who's "He"? A partner? Your dog? 

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Alpacalia

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It's a journal entry.

My ex once tried to make a smoothie with just his hands instead of a blender, and ended up with a fistful of fruit salad. He thought it was a new trend and even gave it a name - "hand-made smoothies." Needless to say, it did not catch on.

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7 hours ago, MsJayne said:

Who's "He"? A partner? Your dog? 

Yes , a partner, fiancè, soon to be my husband. My man.

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7 hours ago, Alpacalia said:

It's a journal entry.

My ex once tried to make a smoothie with just his hands instead of a blender, and ended up with a fistful of fruit salad. He thought it was a new trend and even gave it a name - "hand-made smoothies." Needless to say, it did not catch on.

Did you drink the smoothie? That's not good. Good thing he is your ex.

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9 hours ago, Alpacalia said:

It's a journal entry.

My ex once tried to make a smoothie with just his hands instead of a blender, and ended up with a fistful of fruit salad. He thought it was a new trend and even gave it a name - "hand-made smoothies." Needless to say, it did not catch on.

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NuevoYorko

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9 hours ago, Hare08 said:

Yes , a partner, fiancè, soon to be my husband. My man.

But you're not in communication?  

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Alpacalia

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10 hours ago, Hare08 said:

Yes , a partner, fiancè, soon to be my husband. My man.

He's your soon to be husband and he's questioning your love for him and if you can handle missing him or not communicating with him for a period of time? What's that about....

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49 minutes ago, NuevoYorko said:

But you're not in communication?  

Not anymore, already a week since the last talk we had.

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8 minutes ago, Alpacalia said:

He's your soon to be husband and he's questioning your love for him and if you can handle missing him or not communicating with him for a period of time? What's that about....

No questioning ever happened. Cause the last talk we had was he will be busy with the piano recital( which is yesterday) and last week he told me that. Now we haven't talked yet no communication at all cause he already blocked me . Before he blocked me the last message I received was:

"For your own sake, Please find someone else that will love you no matter what. I do really love your personality. But can't accept the fact I felt uncomfortable when we are outside were there was a time I wanna run away and go to other girl. I'm so sorry and thankful for our time together. I hope you'll find your special someone in the future. I really do."

I can't question him anymore why he told me that cause it doesn't match what he says on what happened between us when we are together. I can't find where he was "uncomfortable" it's too sundden and he promised me before he left that he will comeback this coming summer I don't know what month but thats his promised and gave me a promise necklace which he put on me .

I hope someone here , who read read this, judge me what's really happening cause I'm totally dumfounded.

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Alpacalia

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53 minutes ago, Hare08 said:

"For your own sake, Please find someone else that will love you no matter what. I do really love your personality. But can't accept the fact I felt uncomfortable when we are outside were there was a time I wanna run away and go to other girl. I'm so sorry and thankful for our time together. I hope you'll find your special someone in the future. I really do."

Eek! That's a bit harsh!

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NuevoYorko

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Ok.  He is NOT your partner, your lover, your fiancé, your soon-to-be husband.

Clearly you wish that to still be the case, assuming that it ever was, but relationships require the participation of both people who are supposedly in them.   

I'm sorry but it's time for you to move on.

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3 minutes ago, NuevoYorko said:

Ok.  He is NOT your partner, your lover, your fiancé, your soon-to-be husband.

Clearly you wish that to still be the case, assuming that it ever was, but relationships require the participation of both people who are supposedly in them.   

I'm sorry but it's time for you to move on.

It is sad but truth, but I'm not in the phase of moving on yet. I'm still holding into this feelings I had for him. It's difficult to accept.

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