Caught husband cheating and dont know how to get this out of my mind
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I caught my husband cheating a month ago. I had suspected of him cheating for some time but could never prove it because he is so secretive. So, I purchased a voice recorder and finally caught him having a phone conversation with the OW.
Faced with the facts he admitted to it. But only because I confronted him with the facts. At first he tried denying the whole situation but then when I repeated every word he and the OW said to each other, he admitted to it.
I wanted to leave him but did not because I do not want our children to grow up with separated parents. However, I am not sure how much longer I can stay in this marriage because I cant stop thinking about him having a year long affair.
In addition, I think he is going through depression due to the breakup of the affair. He always looks sad and gets irritated and angry very easily. Furthermore, he comes up with all types of excuses at night to not have sex. He says that he doesnt want me to leave him but then he rejects me.
I am really trying to make this work but I am running out of reasons. All I do is cry and I feel like I am going crazy. I cant sleep at night and I cant stop thinking about the affair all day long. My self esteem is shot and all I want to do is lay in bed. Why did he do this to me? I dont understand.
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