happygilmore Posted February 13, 2007 Posted February 13, 2007 Hey, i was Skinny and hated it, m8 took the piss sumtimes.. I ruin my great relationship of 4.4 years due to steroids mainly and the little things which steroids helped me to hurt my love... I started doing tablet steroids which she saw and i lied, said they protein tablets (she looked on internet found out). She told me to stop.. But i was hooked, by that time i was getting more muscular and addicted to steroids.. Friends,girls etc. mentioned how much healther i looked lately, and better looking.. Soon i turned to needles/injections and put on 12kg of weight.. Then i started loving myself and my ego went up. I acted like i loved myself more then my girlfriend. +Started getting moody over nothing, just to argue. +Selfish. +aggressive towards others (never my girlfriend or women) +thought i was the greatest. +awkward. +I was not easy to talk to. +Nasty. +Distant to her, she turned insecure. I pushed her and pushed her and pushed her, till she broke down in tears 1 day at work after me being awkward on the fone.. She loved me soo much, so bad i was told by her friends... She went to my house whilst i was at the gym and packed her stuff, waiting for me to get home. I found her in my room shaking and crying, i felt like the biggest low life on earth , coz this was the person i loved soo much.. and never wanted to hurt her.. She lefted, ive spoke to her 5wks later went for a drink told her ive stopped steroids.. She says she cant go back, now shes happy (damage is done).. All she says is= she loved me for wat i was ( wat a dick ) Im gutted and i know im not the only 1 who has ruined there relationship due to steroids or drugs!!! My advice is, steroids does make u abit more aggressive (ROID rage), but most of all u get such a big self esteam and ego no1 else matters but u (selfish), loving yourself... Now i Hate myself for ruining wat was good and breaking my loves Heart and see visions of her crying all the time.. Any other people had Drug related relationship problems??? Or any comments on Drugs ??
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