i want out of this friend zone

[rob50152]

ive known this girl for over 50 years since we were kids. from then she has had a piece of my heart. over the last 40 years or so we have kept in contact but here lately we have been talking more regular. we planned for me to come see her in august so i bought my tickets, later that night the feeling ive always had for her finally burst and i told her that i have always loved her it was a pretty long text and no i wasnt drunk (i dont drink). she responded the next day after work wow that was alot! and i agree but it had to get off my chest. when she sent that i ask her to call me so we can talk. all i got later was a goodnight with a kiss emoji. so i keep sending good morning text, i know shes at work cause she works early and i wake up about 2 to 3 hours after shes at work so i dont expect a text back. this was 4 days ago when i told her. last night i ask if we were good about an hour later you replied yes. ive been waiting for her to call me but this anxiety is driving me nuts. im not going to apologize for how i feel. and yes we went a long time with out talking like 30 years doing our family things but every time we do talk a little spark lights in my heart and she's on my mind for days. anyway should i break down my offer for her to call me when she;s ready and just call her? or should i just keep it quite and ler soak it in. i still have my tickets for august

[Sanch62]

I would pull back. It was overboard.

[rob50152]

i feel i have. i havent tried to call i did text her good morning knowing shes at work so i dont expect anything back and thats ok. i feel like i pour my heart out i lose and if i dont i lose. timing has never been my strong point. 

[ShyViolet]

If you poured your heart out and told her you have feelings for her, and she didn't say anything back, then you have your answer.  That really says it all.  It doesn't sound like she feels the same way.  I think it's a bad idea for you to be flying to visit her.