Bluimes Posted July 13, 2015 Posted July 13, 2015 (edited) Hi guys, You told me to vent here when needed. Well I guess that time has arrived. I refer to my post: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/breaking-up-reconciliation-coping/breaks-breaking-up/533694-my-girlfriend-6-yr-cheated-over-year-her-best-friend As most of you already know is that I found her porno collection and also knew that they where screwing each other for years. 3 weeks ago I also found some WhatsApp-chats of a period of 8 months between 2012 and 2013. 800 pages! and there where some sick details which really made me messed up. First of all I now know that she ****ed him in 2010 when she told me that she was kissing him. Since then they did it more or less. But soon always. Second thing I found out which really broke my heart is her sick lying about she wanting me. It's hard to say what I'm about to write. But I need to share... In the beginning of 2013 I was at the point of leaving her and was staying with my grandma. At a certain point when she was founding out that I was really on the go she started some kind of a comeback to get me back. It was a period of weeks where she really fought to get me on her side. Until a certain point on 1 feb 2013, a date I now know I will never forget. On that day she wrote me a e-mail at 19:30. I was touched by it and her magic words. On that moment she begged me so hard to get me back and so I foolishly did. But by reading the WhatsApp chats I found out she texted him on the very same day at 17.00 asking if he was free from work. Later that day they where meeting at 21:30 where he ****ed her in the ass... I mean that was like 2 hours after she begged her gut out... This is so sickening that it made me puke for days. Not to mention all nasty stuff she told about me - WHICH WHERE ALL LIES - to make her self look better. For example for all the things I did in and around the home. She made me look like a fool... The last thing I wanted to share was her nasty way of meeting with him and the way they talked about it. Now I’ve looked at the chats and I know he talked her in with smooth-talk. It's so disgusting and low she felt for that crap... Then she even asked me to go away so they could meet in our home . If not that they would meet on parking lots, cars or even doing it in the bed of her parents. They did it for 5 years with sometimes 3 times a week... And many times at our home. How can she? I mean it's 6 years of my life gone.. and I just can't imagine that a person can be like that. She did so much to make it look good. Even to the very last moment. And when I confronted her with 'the full' truth she just blacked out. It was the very last moment I saw her and it was like I was ripping her face of. It was utterly crushing to see the woman you loved for so long going down that hard. On the other hand I did what you guys told me. I finished my internship of 6 months with a nice 7 (I guess a it's a C in the U.S.). Besides that I passed my honours-classes and will go to the next year. It was a close call but I got the job done. Now when all the stress is gone and I'm sitting in my home I'm constantly wondering. How could she do this for 5 years? I also wonder why she is running away from me the last weeks when I went to downtown to go party. When she hears I'm in the town she goes and run home. I just can't handle the fact that she messed me up that bad and now goes with him like that. It's so painful since there is strict NC for 3 weeks now.. I’m sorry if this is becoming ‘a never ending story’. I wish I could keep it to myself but I can’t. People tell me I should write a book about this story (and my life)... Is it that that sick? Edited July 13, 2015 by Bluimes
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