My daily break up Diary, warts n all, x rated, start...to finish.

[jackinthebox1]

Just a quick one as i'm done on these forums. Trying to give advice to people on here is as fulfilling as banging your head against a wall.

 

For everyone who was telling me a few weeks ago that this was a "speedbump"

I've been at home by myself for the last 3 days for thanksgiving. And i have barely thought about my ex once, and it definitely wasn't to miss her.

I really am completely indifferent. I even saw her last week and it didnt phase me. Its been 5/6 weeks.

So the people insistent that i would be unhappy again, you were wrong. Coming on here trying to knock people who are working hard to get to a better place because you aren't there yet is not going to make your recovery any faster.

 

This forum was great for me. I used it to vent my emotions, mostly to myself. I kept this diary so you can see there is hope and you will get over it.

 

But you have to want to. Do you want to? Because wether you want to fool yourself with bipolar disorder, "gigs", whatever else you are telling yourself. They left. They checked out. They don't have enough attraction to want you in their life.

 

Want to get attractive again. Move on.

[Ducktape]

I'm glad you're doing great. Good luck in your future endeavours!

[ConfusedHumanBeing]

Just a quick one as i'm done on these forums. Trying to give advice to people on here is as fulfilling as banging your head against a wall.

 

For everyone who was telling me a few weeks ago that this was a "speedbump"

I've been at home by myself for the last 3 days for thanksgiving. And i have barely thought about my ex once, and it definitely wasn't to miss her.

I really am completely indifferent. I even saw her last week and it didnt phase me. Its been 5/6 weeks.

So the people insistent that i would be unhappy again, you were wrong. Coming on here trying to knock people who are working hard to get to a better place because you aren't there yet is not going to make your recovery any faster.

 

This forum was great for me. I used it to vent my emotions, mostly to myself. I kept this diary so you can see there is hope and you will get over it.

 

But you have to want to. Do you want to? Because wether you want to fool yourself with bipolar disorder, "gigs", whatever else you are telling yourself. They left. They checked out. They don't have enough attraction to want you in their life.

 

Want to get attractive again. Move on.

 

See ya....