Author TheWalkingDead Posted September 24, 2014 Author Share Posted September 24, 2014 Let me let you in on a my past doggishness. I used to hook up with this lady in college. Her bf was the starting power forward in NCAA DIV I hoops. Built like a Greek god, hung like a bull (she told me), ended up going pro. She was creeping with me.....Bottom line, a cheater is gonna cheat. Nothing to do with you.. Based on that last sentence, you are still as much of a $&@/head "taker" as you were then....if cheaters gonna cheat than OM &$@)head takers gonna take. That said, I'm telling you that *I* didn't have what it took, in at least one area, whatever it was, for that few months, to keep her attention. And if other BS's could get a little honest for a few minutes they would know the same, and they would know the hell that brings with it. Link to post Share on other sites
Author TheWalkingDead Posted September 24, 2014 Author Share Posted September 24, 2014 I have no self-esteem to have issues with. I didn't cut it. Depression? Full blast....20 months of insomnia, appetite weirdness, nightmares, and other PTSD like symptoms. I am only pretending to give a $¥|t about anything. Playing a role I expect to be in for thirty years if family history holds any clues and I don't quit before then. Anger? You bet. Rage....Wrath....Hell unleashed, but all inside and almost all directed straight at the culprit, me. Link to post Share on other sites
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