Brutus Posted May 27, 2014 Posted May 27, 2014 (edited) I find myself in a state of hate for virtually anything and anybody. I hate you, b**ch for what you did, I hate you "other guy" for being happy with her now. I hate you people who easily jump from a relationship to another, perhaps because you never truly loved. I hate you dating people, you disgust me. I hate you kissing couples, I hate you happy families. I hate you girls, because all you do is to wait to be hit on, I hate you guys because you accept this pathetic game, even when it is someone else's girl that you are hitting on. I hate you people flirting, alluding, dancing, smiling, kissing, hugging, holding hands, having sex, waking up together in bed, telling to each other words you will not mean in one month or one year, planning holidays together, cheating on each other, lying to each other. I hate you superficial, hypocritical, selfish and opportunistic people. I hate you all. Edited May 27, 2014 by Brutus 3
bluenote Posted May 29, 2014 Posted May 29, 2014 With you 100%, but hate is a very strong thing. If you hate someone that cares if you hate them or you hate someone who loves you, it makes alot of sense, because they feel your wrath, but if she or they are indeferent to what you think or feel, then its only you that suffers. The hate will consume you, it will take you over and make you a silly fool, nobody cares, its your pain. If you hate you are only feeding your own pain and it takes very much longer to overcome. You can also become obsessed and depressed, then who wins, your ex and her lover are and will be happy, they may even attend your funeral together comforting each other, after you die of a stroke caused by a burst artery from so much hate. Hatred is for those who are not able to do anything about their challenges and they have to give themselves a reason to justify that. The world is for us cowards. The world is the way it is and people do what they do, doesnt mean you have to commit mental suicide by hating everything. The best is sit down, tell yourself that you have been done wrong that you suffer extreme pain, tell yourself that it is so unfair and that you feel helpless,restless and hopeless, tell yourself that if you could do something to make yourself happy right now, that you would do it,but that there is nothing right now you can do, you feel defeated. Tell yourself that if it was the time of the lawless wild west that you would take a big gun and flatten eveyone who did you wrong, but that it is not and that you will be prosecuted if you do that. Tell yourself that you loved and wanted to be loved back, you wanted to come first for whoever forever, you wanted to be her man and conquirer and be proud. Say out loud five times that you are jealous and angry, say that you want her and that you are unhappy she went to another man. Say that everything is just bad. Cry your heart out, give a little girl shriek if you have to, roll around on the floor beating and screaming. Then look at yourself in a miror and then tell yourself that you forgive her, tell yourself that you forgive her for your own sake, forgive and release. tell yourself you have lost this round, be a man concede defeat. save yourself. It is not easy and non of the bellowing feelings will go away imediately, it will take time and a lot of uncontainable outbursts of frustration. It will require inner war but you will manage. You will sufice and be the vistor over your loss friend keep kicking game is on. 1
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