DavidJenkins Posted May 9, 2014 Posted May 9, 2014 Let's try this again, I posted this in the wrong category and just thought I'd elaborate and post it in the correct category. Anyway; I was so close, within centimeters of getting her back. She texted me from the moment we both got up to the moment we both went to sleep, sparks flew between us, even her friend from class I've not spoken to since the breakup commented how "cute" we both were. everything felt like how it was before, she even commented to me how much of a "perfect kisser" I was when we dated, even how much she would love getting a flat together. But, I was stubborn, I was too scared on what to say and even if I text her something like "Hey! xxx" she would just pull away, but soon after the texts from her stopped, she became distant, and then the attraction faded. I can't believe i was so stubborn, I focused more on myself than reconciling with her, then when the signs were there I acted too slow, and I lost my chance. Then while I didn't give her the attraction, a player was. (Then dropped her, no surprise) It's been a month since, a friend of hers sent me a screencap of a conversation they had about "us" and she said how I was stubborn at times, but that she'll "Never say never" to getting back together, but will "see what happens." That was about, say, two weeks ago. She's now started taking her college exams, and I've hardly spoken to her for about a week and a bit. I'm keeping out of the way so she can focus and it gives more time for a "manual reset" between us, but I can't believe I became so close.. I'm back to doing my thing which is just date other girls, go to town, enjoy life with my friends etc. But, I miss her, I'm such an idiot.
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