ThomasJW Posted April 27, 2014 Posted April 27, 2014 Well, it's just hit me. It was this very day a year ago me and my ex fell in love, out of curiosity I looked back into our chat logs, everything was so different, but familiar. In a sort of weird way, It made me smile. We both put in a lot of effort in for each other, we both stayed up to talk if the other was sad, talked about anything and everything that came to mind. We clicked together so well, and it felt amazing. Then, it hit me, I read through our conversations now and they're so basic, just "Hey, how are you doing?" "Yeah, I'm doing well thanks, you?" you get the picture. It was immensely depressing, even seeing how we broke up by a misunderstanding blown out of proportion almost 7 months ago now. Thankfully we cleared it up and she said she is willing to give us another chance one day, but things are so loose now. I've kept it to a conversation every say two to three weeks, just a friendly "Hey, how you doing?" now and again. It wasn't always like that, around last month things picked up, conversations started taking a more of a personal flirty vibe, even going around calling each other 'sweetie'. We talked pretty much every day like how we used to, then things got awkward, and now back to this. I'm still going out and living my life on my own, but I do miss her, I miss what we had. I'll get over this given a few days, but this is just a little vent to myself.
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