Atticus9292012 Posted April 1, 2014 Posted April 1, 2014 I feel so pathetic, but I was seeing this guy for 2.5 months. It wasn't even all that sexual. We fooled around and had sex only a handful of times. Most of the time we just spent time together. It is that classic emotionally unavailable guy situation. I wanted a relationship. He claims he is not "ready." I am not stupid. I know how this story ends. I keep going back and forth. We would see each other for awhile. I would wise up and realize this was never going to be what I want and walk away. I'm usually okay until I drink and then I always end up sending some kind of stupid text message and he asks to see me and I give in EVERY TIME! We live in the same neighborhood and go to the same places. I run into him probably once every couple of weeks just being out and about which doesn't help. Its ridiculous. I just haven't had a connection like this with someone in so long. I am divorced and my ex and I had lost that connection years before we split. It just sucks. I keep telling myself he is banging 100 other women and doesn't give a crap about me, that way I resist the urge to contact him. I recently decided that I needed to seriously walk away. I am going so far as to avoid my hangouts for awhile. I have to get past this. I know he isn't my ex....but I feel almost like he was. Anyone experienced this? Eventually I want to resume my old hangouts and be cordial....How do you get over a relationship that never happened?
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