confusedxoxo Posted March 21, 2014 Posted March 21, 2014 (edited) Alright...so here is a little history behind my question... im 24...will be 25 in a few months. When I was 22 i met a guy who i talked to for 6 months..it never went anywhere although we seemed to really mesh. We did have a sexual relationship but after 6 months of that bull crap i asked him if he wanted it to go anywhere and he said he did not...and then got mad when he realized i had been with someone else..and now looking back i realize he had no right to be mad but i do realize why he was because we did say we would only be have "relations" with one another. But a mistake is a mistake and thats all it was. So about a year went by i moved out of town for a new job...came back home after that year and me and him started to talk...again...nothing came of it, it was as if he was using me but hes such a nice guy that it was disguised i guess. I constantly thought of him the year i was out of town and was so happy he had "forgiven" me enough to talk to me again...at this time i was 23...but it still was not evolving into anything...he actually ended up moving a few hours away and is still that far away...yet i still think of him...and have not been interested in another man since him... I saw him last weekend when he was in town and talked to him and he showed no interest in even hanging out..he actually asked me to introduce him to my friends i was with (in a flirting way)...im depressed and lost and want to know how to let him go and move on. I feel guilty still for being with someone else when we first met...i just hope to find someone else...but i seem to attract the wrong guys and have paid for that in many ways..but i learned my lessons...and yes ive been with other people since him but i have not felt how i felt with him, and me and him werent even in a relationship. I know there is other good people out there and i just need to snap out of this....its gone on for over 2 years now... i want him completely out of my mind..i want the guilt and shame to go away...Anyone deal with anything similar? Probably not but help! Edited March 21, 2014 by a LoveShack.org Moderator Paragraphs and edited title
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