Notbugme Posted March 12, 2014 Posted March 12, 2014 **** me I broke NC arter 3 weeks. I broke up With her and still contacted her. She has doubts of relationship and that killed my belief in relatiomship. But i still miss her and i contacted her. She said it was The right decions to move on but i want her back. I dont know if it is my ego or i really do miss her. However i feel week now. I dont know What i should do, please i need some advice
Author Notbugme Posted March 12, 2014 Author Posted March 12, 2014 I broke the NC today and I feel weak. What did I do to her that I feel its no hope in my life. I did my best and it was not enough. She had doubts and everybody has doubts. But I couldn't handle that more. I gave up and dumped her. Why do I feel like dumpee. I can't stand my life anymore.
Itspointless Posted March 13, 2014 Posted March 13, 2014 Why exactly did you give up? I think I am missing a piece here.
Author Notbugme Posted March 13, 2014 Author Posted March 13, 2014 Why exactly did you give up? I think I am missing a piece here. BC she had doubts about everything in relationship, her family and friends. I helped her when she had doubts. It was hurtful when she had doubts in relationship. Further she said that frequently. And I don't know if she did to hurt me or not. Anyway I couldn't take it any more and so I broke up with her. She begged and begged to stay together but I said no. But couple days later I did regret but it was too late. Last month I did get my depression back and It took toll on me, and I couldn't be there for her. Anyway when I needed her most she was the first person to bail out. Thank you for your kindness
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