GeorgeLohmann Posted November 24, 2012 Share Posted November 24, 2012 Yes, well said SunandMoon Read your posts, agree with some of them. (not with all) Link to post Share on other sites
Author SunandMoon Posted December 11, 2012 Author Share Posted December 11, 2012 Just wanted to update; Well she got laid off from her job and is online a little more, not as much as before, oddly enough. She doesn't mention her bf as much anymore. And kept her on ignore but reading a majority of her posts and still interacting with her. I still think about her like mad, but I'm feeling better than I was, so this is working for me for the time being. I don't feel so uncomfortable or flustered, no emotional minefield feeling. Also I am trying to focus on things I need to do lately, so that is helping as well. 2 Link to post Share on other sites
Author SunandMoon Posted January 2, 2013 Author Share Posted January 2, 2013 I still have her on ignore (despite viewing all her posts), but I think I have almost become numb to her... I am barely affected by her now, closed off heart, yeah? I mean I do still care enough to be on friendly terms with her, wouldn't intend to hurt her, wouldn't dare to. Just a very empty feeling, that comes and goes concerning her. Her bf gave her a promise ring for Christmas (which she promptly posted) and at first it messed with me, but now, I feel not much towards it. Just reminded I'm alone, but eh. All I can do is just try and be happy (as I can be) for her. Some actual progress, I guess. Anyways, this year I'm going to try and get some things I need to get done, and considering my situation in life it will be difficult, but at the same time it is more of a distraction from all that. Link to post Share on other sites
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