ellllllarose Posted August 18, 2012 Posted August 18, 2012 I work until late tonight and while many people say "that'll get your mind off things". It's quite the opposite... my job, I sit there. Nothing to do but think. I wanted to start my modeling classes but my mom changed her mind about the whole thing and the lady is fed up with me because of my mom. His friend updated his status at three in the morning "not winning with the females" and it hurts knowing all that they're doing is partying. I honestly just want to curl into a little ball and cry for a long time. I keep going to sleep okay and waking up as depressed as ever before, I don't feel okay until the night time. What am I supposed to do all day? Day five of no contact. It's killing me.
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