ihateslowjams Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 My life just took a turn for the worst... my parents are going through issues and I foresee a divorce looming. However, I just learned news that changed my view on my parents forever...http://www.loveshack.org/forums/familial/family/340232-my-familys-skeletons-our-closet#post4181855 I have this strong urge to break NC and vent to my ex... but I know i shouldn't call her. Its sucks because I don't have any friends to talk to; Ive lost most of them over the years and I'm not close to the once I have left. I don't know what to think or do and I have much anger in me... My head is so clouded... I can't think properly anymore. Im not close to my family one bit and I can't ever get close. When I do, its really unordinary and awkward for me (please don't give me advice to talk to my family cuz i can't). I feel so alone... and I don't know what to think or do... My view on my family has been changed forever. I have no clue whats going to happen to my family now...
big bear Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 Was the same for me. I was about to sacked. Thankfully, it did not happen. I drank almost everyday for months. But then I never got fired. Up until yesterday, I had hope. But when I broke NC yesterday, a fellow LS member told me how it's time to Man Up now. You know someone famous once said that it's not the disasters in our life that disappoint us, rather it's our response to them. I say the same to you. Time to do stand up and support yourself.
Sav Posted August 10, 2012 Posted August 10, 2012 My life just took a turn for the worst... my parents are going through issues and I foresee a divorce looming. However, I just learned news that changed my view on my parents forever...http://www.loveshack.org/forums/familial/family/340232-my-familys-skeletons-our-closet#post4181855 I have this strong urge to break NC and vent to my ex... but I know i shouldn't call her. Its sucks because I don't have any friends to talk to; Ive lost most of them over the years and I'm not close to the once I have left. I don't know what to think or do and I have much anger in me... My head is so clouded... I can't think properly anymore. Im not close to my family one bit and I can't ever get close. When I do, its really unordinary and awkward for me (please don't give me advice to talk to my family cuz i can't). I feel so alone... and I don't know what to think or do... My view on my family has been changed forever. I have no clue whats going to happen to my family now... You can always vent here on LS . We all understand what you're going through and will def be here for ya 1
Author ihateslowjams Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 Was the same for me. I was about to sacked. Thankfully, it did not happen. I drank almost everyday for months. But then I never got fired. Up until yesterday, I had hope. But when I broke NC yesterday, a fellow LS member told me how it's time to Man Up now. You know someone famous once said that it's not the disasters in our life that disappoint us, rather it's our response to them. I say the same to you. Time to do stand up and support yourself. You're right, but I think it will take me some time to get my thoughts in control about my family... my mind is really convoluted now dealing with my BU and now my family. I need to get away...
Author ihateslowjams Posted August 10, 2012 Author Posted August 10, 2012 You can always vent here on LS . We all understand what you're going through and will def be here for ya Yeah thanks. I will keep trying to vent here.
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