Just going though the motions.

[blue_jay_bird]

Don't you just feel like you are just going though the motions. They say the only thing that heals is time. But, i feel like, i read i keep education myself on my relationship, and how/why it ended. But in the end, this false hope ("false hope" refers to a hope based entirely around a fantasy or an extremely unlikely outcome.) is just so hard to kill.

 

What is your fantasy perception of what was your relationship and the contradictions to this fantasy.

 

1) Fantasy: I thought we would grow old together.

 

2) Reality: I'm not the one.

 

 

 

 

1) Fantasy: He cared for me.

 

2) Reality: He didn't even want to try to make things better.

 

 

You try:

[SoConfusedAndInShock]

1) Fantasy: He would never break a single promise. well NOT to me at least.

 

2) Reality: Holy freakin Jesus....everything he ever promised was broken in a matter of seconds.

[Floored]

Fantasy: I thought I'd fall asleep with her in my arms and wake up to her beautiful face every day for the rest of my life.

 

Reality: My bed feels like it's doubled in size, and my alarm clock looks about half as good as she does anyway.

 

Edit: I'm not sure if I understand the assignment..

[Hobbit]

Fantasy - thought she'd never break my heart

 

Reality - she destroyed it in a minute

 

 

 

Fantasy - thought we'd work things out if we had problems

 

Reality - she doesnt want to and cant see a future with me

[goodbyesunshine]

Fantasy: We would fight every obstacle that comes in our way and grow old together

 

Reality: He becomes distant and now ignores every text message I send, even the ones asking him for a break up