slovek Posted August 4, 2012 Posted August 4, 2012 I have a boyfriend and we been together for 7 months now. First 5 months were good, the 2 months later on were bad. We argue alot. And he told me to leave about 3 times. I wrote my sadness on a forum and he got really unhappy when he found out and I deleted it all, he said I was 2-face and wasn't saying the whole story. I really want a place where I can write my story down and say how I feel. Because I feel so alone, and I have no friends out there who would understand or help me feel better. I love him, but not the him now. I love who I thought he was. I don't want to break up with him. Hopefully he wont know about this forum I make. Cos I really want a place where Im being heard. I feel suffocated when I bottle my emotions and feeling inside me. I feel better that I written this.
durentu Posted August 4, 2012 Posted August 4, 2012 why are you so dependent on him? Why are you a slave? The instant you withdraw your support from him and the relationship, it's over and you're free. In your eyes, what is the reality of the situation ?
Chunky Posted August 5, 2012 Posted August 5, 2012 If he keeps telling you to leave, then maybe you should.
Author slovek Posted August 5, 2012 Author Posted August 5, 2012 I have said I would leave him and he called me a horrible person, and said if that's what I want then leave, cos I don't want you right now. But he was sad for saying it. He calls me an attention seeker for posting things online. One time I said I would commit suicide and he called me an attention seeker. Thanks for reading.
Radu Posted August 5, 2012 Posted August 5, 2012 Posting things online is not necessarily attention-seeking, i seriously doubt it is in this case tbh. Threatening suicide can be considered attention-seeking, because generally ppl who threaten with it do it for attention. Keep writing.
Author slovek Posted August 8, 2012 Author Posted August 8, 2012 (edited) Today my bf and I are good, cos he said he feels good so I do too. But that didn't last long. He hasn't said I love you back a few times when I txted him it. It used to hurt when he forgot and he would normally instantly reply to say it back. But now he doesn't. We had this thing where we would say I love you at the end of every txt we send, he said it was unnatural and that it looses the meaning. So now he wants to say it naturally. But said if I said it, he would always say it back but he didn't He doesn't get jealous of me too, like he dont mind me looking at a show if there was a naked man. But not porn (but doubt he cares now). Im not sure, but maybe he is using me to buy him presents. He showed me a picture of something he likes but say dont buy it. But I think he wants me to buy it. The fact he doesnt get jealous of me bothers me n makes me feel unwanted and unspecial . He used to say he gets jealous of me looking at wrestling, cos the guys there are barely wearing anything. But now he says hes only jealous cos if he cant see things (naked woman in movies) then I shouldnt to, and is only jealous of the fact, I can do something he cannot do. But then I never said I wanted to watch wrestling. It was something he was interested in, but I wasnt planning to watch it. Please tell me what you think about this situation? Edited August 8, 2012 by slovek
Life1992 Posted August 8, 2012 Posted August 8, 2012 The fact he doesnt get jealous of me bothers me n makes me feel unwanted and unspecial . He used to say he gets jealous of me looking at wrestling, cos the guys there are barely wearing anything. But now he says hes only jealous cos if he cant see things (naked woman in movies) then I shouldnt to, and is only jealous of the fact, I can do something he cannot do. But then I never said I wanted to watch wrestling. It was something he was interested in, but I wasnt planning to watch it. im exactly the same one minute we are good the next we are bad he dont hardly tell me he loves me anymore and i havent got nobody to talk to about it
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