hayley1357 Posted June 13, 2012 Posted June 13, 2012 This is turning into a bit of a cycle, every time i think im doing really well in my moving on process (begin to think less and less, moving on ect) I slowly go back into thinking that i need to make my relationship with my ex work. I need to try and prove what we have is worth it because thats what he did/would do. I need to make him realise just how much i love him, i cant just sit back and watch this all fade away. I Just cant do it! I have accepted his actions and whats happened what I cant accept is that there is nothing I can do about it. I MUST be able to do something. We do not hate eachother and the breakup was not a hateful/messy one but it was also not mutual although I understand why it happened i just feel that if we have issues we need to work them out not breakup in the hope they will go away. I also feel though i'm dealing with the breakup, my ex hasnt even started his proccess. It hasnt sunk in (although he is the one to say its over) that im gone and he hasnt realised what he has lost. Or it could be a case of he did all his greiving in the leadup to the breakup. I dont know ill only find out in time. Last week i feel victim to breadcrumbs. Ive learnt from my mistake and although he claims to miss me ALOT he clearly does not miss me enough hold up a conversation with me so i will not be falling for that crap again. Anyone have any thoughts?
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