LoneDrow Posted June 1, 2012 Posted June 1, 2012 I found this site I really don't know how but I did. Maybe there are people that can relate to what I have been going through lately. I guess I should say....I feel alone. I've talked to a close friend about this and he said you have family, and you're 22 how could you feel alone. But I don't think he understands how I feel. I live with my sister and her boyfriend. I haven't had a decent girlfriend in years. I spend every night alone and wondering if it is something I am doing wrong. Maybe I don't pursuit girls aggressively enough or something. I would be considered the nice guy laid back type. There's something about me that attract the wrong women. I never felt this feeling before. It seems like nothing works. Every night just gets longer and quieter. I am usually a strong person and I need to be strong for others. If they see me like this I would be viewed as weak or something. But...some nights I just start crying. (Something I never do) I'm trying to hang in there. But I don't really know how to meet new people. And the women I "have" been with I seemed to have stumbled upon. But some treated me very bad and I treated them nice and with respect but they stepped over that. I have also started to become...like mean in some ways. I am starting to get an "I don't give a damn" mentality. And even my mom noticed it. I don't want to be bitter towards people because I am lonely, but how my ex's did me really bothers me. I am starting to put up a shield. So I can't get hurt anymore but is this preventing me from meeting new people? I just don't feel right at all. I know this sounds lame but I'm really trying to keep a grip on myself.
Tp101 Posted June 2, 2012 Posted June 2, 2012 I understand how you feel. I been divorce last year and moved on a new life. I have friends and meet a lot of new people but somehow I still feel alone. I guess cause I don't have that special someone that makes me happy and plus I can't stop thinking about this girl at work. I am so infatuated with this woman. Just hang in there bud and try new hobbies. Hell I even gone back to school just to keep my mind off of this woman. Keep your head up.
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