Chakanax Posted July 25, 2011 Posted July 25, 2011 I recently started talking to this girl that I use to know and like back in high school. We never dated in High School, but we almost did( she said she liked me and would date me, but this other guy asked her out and kissed her when he asked her out, thus she went out with him a week later) . She moved away for a year and then came back to our town, and eventually broke up with her boyfriend because she slept with another guy at a party supposedly drunk. They broke up around a few months ago. We hung out on Thursday and I took her out to eat, and then we went to go see a movie, it sort of felt like a date. The thing is, I have these really strong feelings for her, and they are starting to come back. She went through a really hard time, she went to an foster home because she didn't get along with her parents, that's why she moved out of town, and I REALLY wanted to help her, she came back down because she came to better terms with her parents. But when we were hanging out, there wasn't any super strong chemistry between us, but it's strange I felt almost mesmerized by her. She has this super adorable personality, she talks A LOT, and when she does i'm almost speechless cause it's a little over whelming lol, and she's absolutely beautiful too, but i'm not so much attracted by her looks, just her. It's so weird. From what I hear though, she lies and manipulates a lot, she said she got "roof'ed" when she cheated on her bf....and that her old bf was this and that and a horrible jerk....but I know the guy from some of my friends, and by looking at him, I don't think he's that kind of person. She never mentioned it, but she's dating this football player who got a full scholarship to go the nfl, but she didn't mention it when we were hanging out. I think....she leads on a lot of guys, but despite that, I still feel attracted to her. Why? Am I messed up in the head for this? I know this sounds really stupid, but I feel a need to vent, and some advice.....this isn't even half of the whole story but I can't find a single place on the internet where I can just sit down, and chat with someone about this, and it sucks because I can't stop thinking about it.
nyc_guy2003 Posted July 25, 2011 Posted July 25, 2011 she's dating this football player who got a full scholarship to go the nfl So basically he's getting $25,000 a year to play in the NFL? Must be the worst football player ever.
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