I'm probably just being hopeful again, I'm always inviting heartbreak into my life

[Emissary]

Blah blah blah, I like her, she doesn't think of me the same way,I think she does like me now, it turns out I'm wrong, blah blah blah, and the wheel in the sky keeps on turning, rinse and repeat.

 

I can't get over her, but this past month at work has been the most stable in terms of us interacting with each, nice and casual, friendly, but distant. Then suddenly she's getting a little closer to me, she speaks of me in a bit of a higher light rather than a neutral one, and when she was leaving work for the day she said goodbye to everybody at once, then turned to me and said a personal farewell.

 

She's been approaching me lately to chat about things as well, we've always chatted, but I typically start the conversations, not her.

 

I haven't heard anything of the guy I know she's been messing around with, and he's typically a big topic of discussion with her. Also I'm leaving for another job very soon, last day is in about 2 weeks. I wonder if it's possible that in light of my upcoming departure, I've triggered something in her. You don't truly start appreciating things until it's either gone or about to be gone.

 

Oh well, if I'm wrong, this will be the final time at least, it's one of the main reasons for jumping ship, I just wanted to get over her if she doesn't feel the same way about me.

[smudge21]

Maybe you're right - people don't realise what they've got until it's gone.

 

Just focus on the changes ahead and what may be around the next corner, don't let her issues hold you back now. If she starts making things obvious then be honest with her and say everything that's on your mind - it may be your final chance.

 

I'm not suggesting doing that will change anything but it's good to get some things off your chest rather then take them with you and then have regrets that you never said this or that.