Cassablanca Posted September 6, 2010 Posted September 6, 2010 I met a guy last Wed on a night out, he was with a bunch of his mates and came over to me in front of my friends to tell me he thought I was hot. We talked for 2 minutes and then he asked for my number. I gave it to him and right after that his friends dragged him out of the bar to go somewhere else. After a while we moved from bar to bar and I ended up bumping into him again, by this time my friends had gone home and I was definitely tipsy, so I don't remember how I bumped into him but we were dancing on the bar and my hazy memory tells me that we kissed. I remember leaving around 1:30am when I thought kissing him was getting out of hand, so I literally turned around, said goodbye and jumped into a cab. The next morning I felt hungover and awful as you do, but remembered bits and pieces of what happened. I didn't remember his name, his age or any basic details. I didn't even remember his face, or anything that we talked about. I liked that I did have a good night but didn't let anything go too far. Then I remembered he took my number when we first met and I remember thinking 'if he doesn't call or text its totally fine with me, all it was, was a good night out and a one-off'. But then he texted me that morning asking if I had a good night and I couldnt help but text him back. We have been texting ever since then, and last Friday he gave me his fb details and I found him on facebook. I really didn't remember that he was amazing looking on Wed, I remember thinking he was alright. But when I got to his fb page I instantly recognized him and when looking through his photos was surprised to find that I found him incredibly hot. I went to meet him at the same bar where we first met on Fri and after 5 or 6 gin and tonic's and 4 hours of chatting we locked lips again and it was amazing. Something about this guy is different. I have liked other guys before and I know what a crush is like. But this is different, the second night I saw him I couldn't concentrate on what he was saying because I was looking at his face and all I wanted to do was kiss him, so actually in conversation I was making an idiot of myself, not being able to follow. Ever since I have met him I have been fantasizing about kissing him again, and having sex with him. I have the biggest feeling he is not interested in some kind of relationship because I am leaving the country in a few weeks for a year or more. But also, I'm not interested in a lasting relationship with him either. So I am not sure what this is. I am seeing him again tomorrow during the day for a non alcoholic meet up, and we are still texting. I can't EAT or SLEEP. Every time I wake up I'm reminded that this guy is in my life at the moment, and every day I am taking huge deep breaths to try and calm myself down. My stomach is constantly doing somersaults day or night, it stops me from eating enough. I feel a little nauseated too. I am consumed by thoughts of him that I really cannot concentrate on anything else. I'm pretty sure this is what people call lust but why is it affecting my health so much? I want to be able to enjoy my food and get a good nights rest! Has anyone else ever felt like this? Surely this is not the best way to be crazy about a guy! Well here comes another sleepless night...
jamesum Posted September 6, 2010 Posted September 6, 2010 Lol, you sound like a guy who just got a shot with a really hot girl. You said you are leaving in weeks, right? Just imagine how much more time you have remaining to bang him. It is running out I guess. Either way you guys arent gonna see each other again.
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