psxdumy Posted August 25, 2010 Posted August 25, 2010 I dated a girl, we'll call her 9, who moved away last year. The reason she moved away is because she lost her Au Pair job, which was her means of staying in the US. She and I were really close and passionate, we mended things while apart and kept in touch. Though we didn’t stay together long distance, there was a certain level of pining, and all other things were flings. Last week, she moved to my neighborhood after getting into school and getting a student visa. A couple weeks before hearing that 9 had been accepted to school and was returning, I got involved with another girl, we'll call her 6. So I was having a fairly healthy though decidedly unserious relationship with 6. I get the feeling that she would like to get a little more serious with me. Over the last week, since 9 moved back, I've been spending time with her and I feel smitten like I used to. I think either girl would want me to choose and wouldn't be okay with me dating both. I like them both and wouldn’t want to carry forth without being honest and dedicated to just one. I have plans with 6 for the near future to travel a bit. 9 and I just get along in a fun and intense way. I think 6 is more stable and responsible and practical, as well as outgoing with my friends. 9 and I seem to enjoy the city more together, we go all over the place just having fun together. She is more emotional and artistic. I feel a bit like I’m meant to be with her, but also like maybe I’m just reliving a relationship that died. My friends said I should keep mum and enjoy how ‘lucky’ I am, but it’s really stressful and it’s not my style. I think they see this now, and no one has an answer for me. I’d like to hold a bird in my hand, but I instead have two in the bush.
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