Stargate005 Posted August 6, 2010 Posted August 6, 2010 Just want some opinions, no judgement please. I started seeing this girl, with an impression that she was someone, who turns out... wasn't exactly who I thought she was. The sad thing is we get along amazingly. I started seeing her because I thought she was a perfect mix of, someone who knows how to have fun, but also draw lines. After a few weeks seeing her, she's a lot different than someone I would normally date. She has a totally different view on relationships. She normally dates those loser, druggies who treat her like sh*t. This girl has had a hard life, and no doubt came out with some major emotional problems. She's hooked up with her fair share of guys, she actually has a girl, who is a friend that she has been sleeping with for years, just as something physical, not emotional and no strings attached, they get together a few times a year. She goes clubbing, and kisses random guys, the thing that got me is, she wouldn't get to the point where she would sleep with/fool around with these guys, but she admitted she probably wouldn't stop kissing other guys while clubbing even while in a relationship. Thats what got me thinking oh sh*t what am I getting into. Right now we're "dating" but not really in a titled girlfriend/boyfriend relationship and I would like to keep it that way until I know she isn't going to be cheating on me, if we do make things official. The hardest part is we get along AMAZINGLY, if she wasn't so emotionally screwed up she would be my perfect match, like never a awkward silence, love spending time together, it actually feels like we're officially a couple now... which kinda scares me. We slept together for the first time yesterday and it was amazing... now I'm just terrified I made and am making a mistake, I know if things get serious with this girl, I could get hurt, again, as I have in the past, and I know I would have to change my ideas of what a perfect relationship would be, BUT on the other hand she is amazing, funny as hell, gorgeous, when we're alone, she's so cute and cuddly, but to everyone else, she has that hard outer shell, and what some may call a kinda skanky quality... but when it's just me and her everything is perfect, and I haven't been this happy in a VERY long time, I see something that a lot of people don't in this girl. But at the same time I feel really scared of making a wrong choice in seeing this girl, I need opinions is it worth putting yourself on the line if you really feel connected to someone, and you could see something special, even if the risk of getting hurt is so high? Thanks all.
Peter Attis Posted August 6, 2010 Posted August 6, 2010 Can you break that up into paragraphs? It's hard to read such a large block of text.
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