asitgoes Posted July 26, 2010 Posted July 26, 2010 i first met john online 6 years ago when i was 15. he lived 3 hours away from me. we would talk on the phone from night to day almost 4 times a week if not more, there was always so much to talk about.our conversations always open, honest, deep, and uninhibited. for the past 6 years he has been in and out of my life he'd come here to see his friends but always spent majority of his time with me and there was always a connection with him that ive never felt with anyone else. though we never got physical in those 6 years, there has always been a mental and physical attraction. ive had a boyfriend for 3 years and that ended recently. johns always been on my mind and after 6 months of not talking we've connected again. As always the conversations are amazing and never ending. i told him one day he should randomly come down and see me soon and he did so that very day! he drove down 3 hours just to be with me for a day. it was great. we have a blast just being random together doing anything no money needed just each others company. SO YEA... as the night ended after 6 years i broke and we got physical for the first time and it was amazing. he didnt want to leave i neither did i but its not a choice we have. he'd say things like u have to come to me next time for the weekend i wanna show you an amazing time i wanna introduce you to my friends up there they'll love you.. your beautiful, where have you been all this time...etc etc... when he left i just couldnt stop thinking about him and he to tells me he misses me and want to continue skyping and talking on the phone. the dilema is this... hes moving to my city next year, but alot can cha:confused:nge by then and i dont know what to do. I dont want to keep this up if im going to get hurt and with him i can because i truly care for him. At the same time i feel like i gave up my chance after i lost my willpower. it may have been 6 years but it may also still have been to soon =[. any advice or experience?
SincereOnlineGuy Posted July 27, 2010 Posted July 27, 2010 i first met john online 6 years ago when i was 15. he lived 3 hours away from me. we would talk on the phone from night to day almost 4 times a week if not more, there was always so much to talk about.our conversations always open, honest, deep, and uninhibited. for the past 6 years he has been in and out of my life he'd come here to see his friends but always spent majority of his time with me and there was always a connection with him that ive never felt with anyone else. though we never got physical in those 6 years, there has always been a mental and physical attraction. ive had a boyfriend for 3 years and that ended recently. johns always been on my mind and after 6 months of not talking we've connected again. As always the conversations are amazing and never ending. i told him one day he should randomly come down and see me soon and he did so that very day! he drove down 3 hours just to be with me for a day. it was great. we have a blast just being random together doing anything no money needed just each others company. SO YEA... as the night ended after 6 years i broke and we got physical for the first time and it was amazing. he didnt want to leave i neither did i but its not a choice we have. he'd say things like u have to come to me next time for the weekend i wanna show you an amazing time i wanna introduce you to my friends up there they'll love you.. your beautiful, where have you been all this time...etc etc... when he left i just couldnt stop thinking about him and he to tells me he misses me and want to continue skyping and talking on the phone. the dilema is this... hes moving to my city next year, but alot can cha:confused:nge by then and i dont know what to do. I dont want to keep this up if im going to get hurt and with him i can because i truly care for him. At the same time i feel like i gave up my chance after i lost my willpower. it may have been 6 years but it may also still have been to soon =[. any advice or experience? You fool! Go for it all !!! The depth you've shared online and on the phone from age 15 is what is different about your chances here than the typical case where your female friend begins to date a "male friend" from somewhere in her daily life. He is totally into you... judging by the fact that he drove 3 hours spontaneously just to spend time with you. It's there for you, but you have to answer the door... Leap in with both feet!
Author asitgoes Posted July 31, 2010 Author Posted July 31, 2010 thank you so much your right and im a fool to think other wise for even a minute thank youuuuuuuuu
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