icyness Posted September 3, 2009 Posted September 3, 2009 Trying my best to be happy for my Dad's Birthday today. Cooking a nice dinner, etc. but I'm not one bit hungry; quite the opposite. I feel awful I can't even take my mind off my own problem for one damn day and think of someone else that deserves my attention rather than someone who is being a jerk and couldn't care less that he's all I think about.
Peanut9330 Posted September 3, 2009 Posted September 3, 2009 Icy it is hard getting over a relationship, its normal for you to feel that way I remember I was a zombie in the begining doing only things that I had to. Like I showed up to work and did just the minimal things that needed to be done for that day so I dont lose my job. However I did snap out of it and thank god I did. You will too just try to stay positive have fun and spend time with friends and family. In time this will pass and you will finally start to feel better and be able to live. However in the mean time when you think of him try doing something for yourself that makes you happy to get your mind off of him, and soon you wont need these distractions becasue you will start to forget and heal.
silic0ntoad Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 Well, this weekend oughta be good. Tonight I am hanging out with a girl I find very attractive. Saturday I am going out for a friend's birthday. And sunday I'll prolly be nursing my wounds from the weekend I just try to stay busy. The hardest part is my dog pawing at the door every night. Ugh.
dianna Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 Home alone and I'll probably drink till I pass out.For the first time since the break up I FEEL /NEED/WANT to get drunk . Oh yeah and he's partying ......when will this all end? really...WHEN?
silic0ntoad Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 Home alone and I'll probably drink till I pass out.For the first time since the break up I FEEL /NEED/WANT to get drunk . Oh yeah and he's partying ......when will this all end? really...WHEN? Make some plans hun. Sh*t, if you're anywhere near NJ, come out drinking with us. Me and my friends are all jaded- in a hilarious, sarcastic way!
Thaddeus Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 Originally had plans to see a young lady tonight, but since hearing of Lyssa's death I'm not much in the mood for it.
irishsimon Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 I'll be contemplating why I'm even letting the thought enter my mind about seeing my ex ex who was bipolar and BPD, who has today asked me to visit her. I wont but the fact I gave it some thought is fairly frightening. What happened with her left me really wounded and with some issues that were a large part of why my latest ex and I broke up. I'm sure its one of life's cruel jokes. I'd just started to properly move on from my ex and then this.
2sure Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 Daughter will be gone for the weekend. H is planning on "talking" to me, which translates to him reiterating anything I or his therapist has said. Words. I am drinking a bottle of Yquen Sauternes while I read the fine print on the deed to our house.
Author caramel c Posted September 4, 2009 Author Posted September 4, 2009 I'm going to hang out with a friend tonight. Should be nice & relaxing. That's all I have to say for now! I'm in a weird & quiet mood.
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