Dessert Fox Posted May 2, 2009 Share Posted May 2, 2009 I have a problem with a very sweet lady who is really interested in taking our friendship further, a lady i spoke to over a period of time.............whats wrong with that you ask ? I had an affair some ten years ago, i could go on a tell everyone how exciting it was and everything else BUT for eight years i have had to live with the guilt and rightly so too,everyday i always think of the girl i ripped apart,mentally scarred,the more i think the harder it gets yet is my pain anything like hers when she found out i was seeing another woman,i doubt it very much. We had been married for eighteen years,sixteen of those were bloody fantastic ! the last two were a bit rough due to family circumstances,the kids had grown up and i guess there was no mum and dad ties between us. I hurt the one i love,my wife,my companion,my lover but most of all i hurt my best friend. I seriously hope she has found someone to love her as i should have done, i hope she can smile once again like she used to. So many times i have thought of an easy way out but its too easy , i feel as though i should put myself through the mill as she had to go when i cheated on her. She trusted me. I let her down and broke that trust !!! I cant love another woman as i am still very much in love with my ex wife,obviously i would never approach here again and will always stay single for what i have done.A cross i have to bear. I've tried talking to this other lady and telling her the truth but she will not listen. I don't want to lie to here as i did too much of that to my ex wife. How do you put off someone who is so persistant , i don't want her to get hurt. Any advise would be really welcome. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Dessert Fox Posted May 3, 2009 Author Share Posted May 3, 2009 Some great replies there guys !! Thought this place was called " Loveshack.org " Should change its name to the "Trollshack.org" Link to post Share on other sites
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