Mondmellonw Posted December 16, 2013 Posted December 16, 2013 This is a part from a message I just sended to my ex on a state of... I don't know. "I'm truly sorry about my irrational acting after our BU (I talked about what happened with a few people and he found out, it made him upset, I don't usually get into these things. I'm very careful with my personal life. I was just lost... I didn't wanted to break up with him but I guess it was the best thing to do. I accept it as my fault cause I decided to talk, I know it, but I regret it deeply....). You, without this "issue", were my dream man... I don't know if this "issue" is that important or even an actual issue... Only time will tell. The only thing I know for sure is that you broke my trust, and I did the same on you... I have memories about you and I find that normal, because we were once together. It was damn special to me. I won't say anything else. This was the last thing I wanted to talk with you, but you don't care and I can't blame you. Please, don't answer me." Was it bad? It is just a part, of course...
Author Mondmellonw Posted December 16, 2013 Author Posted December 16, 2013 You broke up with him, was it necessary to twist the knife? Please don't contact him anymore. Long story short. I wanted to go back with him but he already had a person in mind even before. TheBbU. He did the same on a relationship he had before me. He met m and then left her. He also promised me not to drink anymore an he did and got away from me. I guess there was no point... I felt used but still think he can understand.
Author Mondmellonw Posted December 16, 2013 Author Posted December 16, 2013 I will... In other part of the message I admit how stubborn and stupid I can be. There's just one part of me that hates him for the things he has done after we broke up. But there's also a part of me that knows that I took that choice, and that after all, it was the best for both. Thanks for being honest. I'll just have to be honest with myself too.
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