Author Audero Posted February 17, 2007 Author Posted February 17, 2007 Audero, I most certainly can understand how you are feeling. I am 10 years out of a heart-breaking relationship (I was left for Jesus) and still have a huge wound in my heart. Perhaps this is how all of my joy seeped away for so long-- It's come back but I have to work at it now. I'm in a relationship now and feel that we've got a bright, successful future..but there is a dark hole from long ago so tender, ravaged and weathered deep inside me. I suppose it's an absence more than a presence, you know. It does not help that I looked him up thru Google and found out he's married...I'm a dork for doing that. I can say that time has not really lessened my sadness for the life with him that will never be. Everything about him is still so crystal clear. I'll always look back on him with sadness and regrets. I loved him with such intensity and honesty, and he became another person in one week. Anyways, I guess we have to have faith in the path we are on..good luck, hugs to youxoxoxox -RoniRo You said it perfectly. I see this was your first post. I hope you stick around, I look forward to reading more from you.
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