hopeto Posted February 6, 2007 Posted February 6, 2007 Ok ya'll here is where I am at. I am moving out and we are divorcing. I overheard him talking to his little buddie last night. He is purposly trying to hurt me. he was telling his little buddy about how he and his first wife did not fight and that how she was all that and then he referred back to me saying all he has asked me to do was loose weight. I heard alot of stuff. HOw mean I was this and that and none did he ever say how he treated me.It is over!!!!!!!!!!!! Once I move I am done. I am not any longer going to try to spare his feelings!!! I am going to the attonery as soon as I get the money and when charges come up on his a** about the child porn I dont care. I am going to also make sure that he has supervised visitations when he gets our daughter not being mean but to matain her safty. and I am not for one second going to spare his feelings any longer. he goes behind me and just trashes me!!! HE is being very mean and even was questioning my daughter as to when we were moving out. I overheard him talking about one of his friends that got caught cheating and he was laughing and having a good old time then he says his is comming in time. his words were it is comming around to it. well you know what.... I am ready to be out. I can not stand the hurt any more and my daughter is being effected even more now. Maybe he will go away and leave us both alone. I will get back into the dateing scene and find someone who loves me and will treat me with the respect I deserve and will love me for me. I have even talked to family members about moving in with them in gatlanberg. the schools there is wonderful and I can get on my feet and still be ok. I also have the option to move to indiana. I still have not put that out of my mind either. I have given my horses up and I did not get anything for them cause I had to get rid of them now. no time to sell them. luckly the lady that lives next door to the barn took them. I still have all the dogs and will keep them cause I dont want my daughter to go through so much loos at one time. she does not know about the horses yet, she goes with me to feed but I can tell her that the neborah is feeding for us to put off the hurt for a little while.I still cry cause it hurts to know that all he is ready for is that piece of a** and he wants to be free. I tell you this. I wil not be here and I hoe he gets all what he is lookig for. as the old saying goes the grass appears to always greener on the other side. once I walk away I am done and I am about to walk out the door. I am hurting inside and he just keeps twisting the knife. I hope he gets treated the way he has treated me. and when he finds that supermodel she will not stay with him cause she wil get tired of his crap and she wil cheat. I would hope that he has enough smarts to not have another child cause our daughter is hurting so. I can do is pray that God gives me the strength to keep fighting. it hurts so bad. I hate that he does not see that. I loved him. just him. I loves the inside of him out and I hope that all his superfishal things comes to an abroupt end. if I had just a couple of words to sum it up. you lost true love, a simple ordanary person who loved you for you. I loved you at the lowest and at the highest. I am done.
Ladyjane14 Posted February 6, 2007 Posted February 6, 2007 Good for you, Hopeto. I have to say, child pornography is a 'kick to the curb' in my book. If I were in your shoes, I can't imagine even looking in the rearview mirror on my way out of town.
Author hopeto Posted February 7, 2007 Author Posted February 7, 2007 Good for you, Hopeto. I have to say, child pornography is a 'kick to the curb' in my book. If I were in your shoes, I can't imagine even looking in the rearview mirror on my way out of town. Expecally when he thinks he is a man and neds no help!!!! his words were I am a man and we are different from women and men dont need shrinks. he is in complete dinale that he has done anything wrong nor will he change. you see I changed for him lots of times really to many that should have been done. that ok though he will get his in ten fold. what goes around will come around.
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