tidal Posted February 5, 2007 Posted February 5, 2007 Everytime we have an argument, or my boyfriend of 7 months does something to make me upset, I fear that he is going to break up with me and I usually cry myself into a panic attack. He has told me on multiple occasions that he does not want to break up with me right now. Also, him and his ex used to argue all the time and still dated for over two years. But I just feel that I mean nothing to him. That he could throw me away like nothing. He also mentioned over the weekend that sometimes he feels that he is missing out. When him and his ex broke up a year ago, he had planned to date a few girls then get back together with her. Well, he ended up dating one girl, then me, and is now very over the ex. But since we're starting to get serious ((which we verbally discussed and he was interested)), I guess he is starting to feel stuck. I am not even worried about him cheating on me. It just makes me feel useless and not a part of his life. But I am sick of crying and freaking out everysingle time he does something little to upset me. AND what is even more frustrating is that I have NEVER behaved in this way with anyone before! I have never had such intense emotional reactions. ...i have never let someone control my emotions in this way. SO if I feel disposable to him, is my instinct right? Will he ever get over the "wanting to date around" feeling? One last thing, he did admit the "grass is greener" thing that when he is in a relationship he always says he wants to go out and just see what girls he could get, but then when he's single he never does, or it's a lot lonelier than expected. ...he was single for a little over a year before we started dating. ((and by single I just mean not in a committed relationship)).
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