Author Shadowdog36 Posted February 12, 2007 Author Posted February 12, 2007 Thanks Taylor. You've got real compassion in your tone, and that helps. For me, the analysis of it all is part of the acceptance. That, and finding out what mistakes were made so I don't make them again. Was it her? Was it me? Could I have done everything right and still lost her? The lack of any additional communication after the fact has left me in the dark on all of this, and I'm forced to come to my own conclusions. I just don't want to get it wrong and screw up the next big thing if it really is my problem here. Make sense? I know I'm being incredibly anal about this, but I really am confused by the whole thing. Funny how talking about this so much has, in just a couple of days, changed my thinking from... ....her.... to 'her' I feel more distant to her now than I have in the past 3 months, and I think I'm ok with that. Understanding is what I'm looking for now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the answers. Guess that's the acceptance part that you were talking about
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