Kamille Posted February 1, 2007 Posted February 1, 2007 hahaha! I'm so glad I caught the post pre-edition. I totally agreed with the rant, especially article one which has been my issue. forget the XYZ? Easier said then done. But anyways thanks
Author latefragment Posted February 2, 2007 Author Posted February 2, 2007 thanks for your feedback, i'm glad i'm not the only one that feels this way. i just took my post down cause i was afraid of getting flamed but i truly am so angry at myself, at him ESPECIALLY, and at the well-meaning people who are giving me the stupidest advice ever, but i know they mean well. like i said, i feel that i've improved myself to the utmost of my abilities to screen out all the a**holes (as opposed to before when i was drawn to a**holes like a magnet) so it's like, whatever people say to give me advice is like ... not useful to me. first i found myself apologizing for choosing poorly yet again. then i found myself apologizing for being "too emotional". WTF???!! i refuse to apologize any more. this time, i did NOT make a bad choice (only in hindsight). and so what if i'm emotional? if someone tells me they want to be with me and all other evidence points to that fact, is it wrong for me to "reciprocate" what feelings i thought they had for me???!!!!! but of course once that person pulls a 180 then i'm some kind of 'emotional freak.' F** No!!! people act like i'm some sort of space alien because i actually gave a f**k about the other person. i'm tired of taking responsibility for this Sh**. like i said, i was beating myself up about it but i just say, you know what, sometimes life just throws curveballs your way and that's the way it is. and this time, it isn't my fault. i can't see into the future with a crystal ball, and i da** well won't apologize for any of this bullcrap anymore.
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