Final Heaven Posted January 31, 2007 Posted January 31, 2007 Okay I have been friends with this girl for almost a year now, we click and sometimes we do flirt with eachother but that was all, it seems then there was no chemistry between us whatsoever but still I do find her attractive in her own ways. Anyway we both went on our ways meeting new people and making new friends. She seemed like a nice girl,but somtimes I just questioned her morality. I mean little things like there was once she got together with a friend of mine who was already with someone else. I mean I know it takes 2 hands to make a clap but its morally wrong and it kinda shows what kind of person you are. And also other things like flirting with one of my friends boyfriend.Other then that I think she is ok. It all started the last 4 months when she came to see me at my workplace during my training which I must say made me kinda impressed. Seldom girls would come visit me out of the blue unless its something they wanted or needed help with. I was kinda thinking to myself "she probably needs some help with something", but the end of the day she actually came just to see how I was and all. I was kinda touched when she left, I mean I never had this kind of oppurtunity not even with my ex.It was always the other way around where I would go visit and check on them instead. Eventually I thought to myself and just let nature do its work.Yeah I did almost fall for her at one time, until she started telling me about this other guy she fancies. Instantly a major turn off, I mean it's been like 3 guys she has told me about,and everytime she does that it just wonder to myself is this some sort of a hint? Or am I just reading her wrongly. So eventually I just backed off a little, because I knew from past experience that once feelings are expressed friendship status might never be the same again.Then now suddenly she is like trying to get back on track with me, started asking where I would wanna go do my next training and if I wanted to go together. So am I like thinking to myself err is it because she really wants to go with me or she just needs me as a just in case guy. Maybe I am paranoid.. noone likes the idea of being used right even if we were friends there should be boundries. I mean why bother right if she isn't your girlfriend. I wonder what she wants from me? Feedbacks appreicated whether it is bad or good..
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