shoesies05 Posted January 29, 2007 Posted January 29, 2007 So, if you know my story I'm just keeping you all posted. And im majorly stressed, but it's my fault and i know. So me and Juan ( that was my ex) have been back and forth again, we've slept together, acted like acouple, etc. And finally we BOTH decided this was too hurtful and that we should just stop because both of us were torturing ourselves with trust issues. that's really hurting right now... and i feel guilty. I've been parting a lot, cuz i like to. Fridayi met a guy who I'm really interested in and he seemes interested in me and that's why i feel guilty. Like Me and Juan are just ending (again) and i'm already finding someone else? Last night the guy i met let's call him "Jim" wanted to kiss, but like it hurt too much to think of kissing anyone and i couldnt. And i really do like the guy, and i don't like guys that often. Me and my friend threw a hotel party last night and me and "Jim" slept in the same bed- but i didn't let anything happen. I'm trying to take it a little slower i guess. Before when me and Juan broke up- i was stupid and went and slept with a couple guys and like just casual sex. that's why Juan is hurting and having trust issues with me, cuz how could i do that- it'd kill me if he had and i knew about it. Anyways- my whole point is: I feel really guilty for liking this guy and wanting to pursue it. But i really do like him, and i don't want things to bad also cuz im hurting from my past relationship. And i dont want to scare him off by letting him know i have been on and off w/ juan and things for the past few months and that its ust ending for good. Any advice?
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