ahsumgurl909 Posted January 28, 2007 Posted January 28, 2007 He got released from the hospital. So he called me to pick him up and bring him some clothes from my house. He told me he was there alone. I got ready as fast as possible. But it wasnt fast enough cuz when I got there his Mother was there and so was that Monster. I just handed his Mom his clothes and she followed me out of the room. And she said forget about him, he dont deserve you. I told her that he said he wanted to marry her right in front of me and she said if he does he will lose his whole family. But we like you and thank you for being there for him okay? And she hugged me. I ran out of the hospital bawling my eyes out. I came home and destroyed my room I broke everything. Now I am so angry at myself. He was going to have me bring the clothes and leave with her. He lied and said he needed me to pick him up. He prolly did it to his mother. She was there waiting for him so she could take him home. But that girl knows his mother hates her yet she didnt respect her wishes. So Im sure he left with her. He will be hitting the pipe in an hour or so. How lame. I feel better now that I broke all my stuff for some reason. Damn I thought I was never going to stop hurting. But OMG I broke things that I cherished. Things my kids gave me. Hell it was worth it!!! Good ridance to that Mother F*****!! I know he just jacked up his Karma I want to see it bite him in his ass!! I will never ever give my heart to another person again as long as I live. And that is that. I'm gonna give all that **** to myself!!! FTW
tinktronik Posted January 28, 2007 Posted January 28, 2007 Good luck AG. Hope you get a better handle on your situation.
Author ahsumgurl909 Posted January 28, 2007 Author Posted January 28, 2007 for dear life. I thought I was going to snap my wig!! Seriously as I was smashing things I thought "Im having a breakdown" But no Im fine tired and drained. Thanxs for your kind words:D
DyingHeart Posted January 29, 2007 Posted January 29, 2007 God, that's horrible. And yep, it does feel good to break something, lol. I used to do that when I was younger, now I just take it out on my pillow Ugh, just reading this post pissed me off. How can people do that to other people? I'll never understand. Keep hanging in there Hugs, Chrissi
daphne Posted January 29, 2007 Posted January 29, 2007 gurl, I read a bit of your history. I wish you would get help. Somehow, I get the feeling that your'e still using drugs. You are on a roller coaster and emotionally unstable. You are 50% of this drama. Your ex is the other 50%. If you want any stability for yourself and your kids you need to get off this roller coaster. It's not worth it. I think you are addicted to the drama, just like your'e addicted to your ex. It's unhealthy for your kids and if you think your parents did a good job of leaving you feeling unloved, just think what you're doing to your own right now. Do you want your kids to accept this craziness as normal? No matter how many times you come to this board to reassure yourself that your ex is a messed up bastard, you are fully participating in this soap opera. You are currently hurting yourself and probably your children too. For their sake, if not your own, please get help. Don't put your selfish addiction before their futures. Stability is sooooo much better than this hell you're living through.
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