foxtrot127 Posted January 28, 2007 Posted January 28, 2007 My ex-girl and I broke up about 2 months ago. I looked like a desperate man at the time, we were still living together, and she was seeing other guys, which drove me to act crazy, whine, and cry in front of her. She moved out Jan. 1. I have not tried to contact her or see what she is doing since then. She has had to call me about bills and things a couple of times, but this has been short and cordial. Tonight, however, she drives past my house. I just happen to be looking out the window. She goes down the street to a dude's house. I did not think. I drove down the street to make sure it was her, and passed the house a couple times to make sure. She sees me, comes outside, asks if I am stalking her now(she obviously is sittin on a pedestal in her head right now, and needs to be knocked off). I said no, I have had some of her mail, for about a week now, and I was seeing if it was her, so I could call and tell her to pick it up. She says ok she needs to get the rest of her art supplies which were still at my house. She comes in and I help her get her stuff, she says could you please not do that again, it is kinda creepy. I said sorry, didn't mean to be, just wanted you to know I had your mail. I asked if she had her mail redirected, and if she was moving down the street. She said yes but she is not moving down the street. That is her roomate's best friend(it is eating me up now that there is something going on, and he leaves right down the f-in street). I helped her get her stuff, and then made the mistake. I said "Are you not talking to me still, are you mad at me? She said no, it is just awkward. I told her that I hope it won't be one day. She says me too. Then I told her not to misconstrue what I am about to say as an attempt at reconciliation. She says of course not. I proceeded to tell her that I appreciate her telling me happy birthday(I'm 28 today), and that whatever happens I wanted her to know that I appreciated her and didn't let her know that in the past. I have realized this. She kind of nonchalantly says ok(like she not want to hear this). I ask her about her classes briefly, then she leaves. I feel bad about bringing the relationship up, because I definitely feel she has moved on. Yet I am still hanging on to a thread of hope. I do, however, feel that I got something off my chest that I never said to her before, and now at least there is nothing left to say to her. She did keep my house key for some reason, which I need back. I am moving to apt. in 3 weeks as well. Did I really screw up with that, after I have been doing so well? Should I just completely ignore from now on if and when I hear from her?
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