Joanne.07 Posted January 26, 2007 Posted January 26, 2007 Thanks for reading. The whole thing started when I was 16, I had never really been in a relationship before, so I desperatly wanted to be close to someone. I met a guy who was much older than me, and we started seeing eachother and having sex. Thats all it was really, I wanted to be close to him emotionally, but it never was really like that. Friends warned me about what I was getting myself into, but at that time, I was stupid and didn't realise. Fast forward a year, and I met the most perfect person for me, He's everything I want in someone, and I love him very much. When I first started seeing my bf, within the first week, I met up with my ex, and we had sex. I regret this so much and have never really stopped thinking about it. I know I had only known my bf for a week or so then, but I feel awful that I was that stupid to do something like that to him. Another years gone, and im 18 now. I have so many trust issue's with my boyfriend now, I keep thinking that he is going to go out and cheat on me, even though in myself, I know he wouldnt. It drives me mad with all this doubt, and I end up causing so many arguments because I can't trust him. I think its because of what happend, in the 1st week, that I just cannot let go of. Do I tell him what happend? I'm sorry if im just rambling on, I just need to get it off my chest.
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