pricillia Posted January 26, 2007 Posted January 26, 2007 I just do not know what to do about it... It really comes down to me loosing so many things that are dear, and I feel like I can not stand on my own two feet sometimes, definately in a very lonely place right now, and I do not like the feeling one bit. Not enough money to take care of the things I need to take care of is one of the things that is getting me down. I work two jobs not sure how much more I can do. I feel like relationships that I have had/have are suffering... and well I just want to scream. Other than me going into a long sleeping beauty sleep and start to dream, I am not sure how I am going to get what I need to get where I want to be.
Author pricillia Posted January 26, 2007 Author Posted January 26, 2007 I think I just give up in reguards to being happy it is just not worth it.
Meaplus3 Posted January 26, 2007 Posted January 26, 2007 I think I just give up in reguards to being happy it is just not worth it. Pricilla, I am so sorry you are feeling so down ((((Hugs)))) I have so many down day's as a Stay at Home Mom. I have been out of the workforce now for 8 year's and it's killing me. Yes I am very involved with my children and have a couple of hobbies( one that's a small business), but for the most part I lack the contact of other's I miss it so very much. To top it all off with the ending of my "A". XMM was an outside source for me if you know what I mean, and I do miss that part of the relationship. So I guess I can relate to feeling very down. I know one thing that's helping me a great deal and that's therapy. Do you have a Therapist? AP:)
norajane Posted January 26, 2007 Posted January 26, 2007 I'm sorry, sweets. I know how it feels to feel like everything is slipping out of your control and there isn't anything that's bringing joy into your life. I wish I had words of wisdom to make you feel better. I can't quite manage any for myself, either. Lean on your friends, pamper yourself in small ways, pick one thing to fix and work on that. ((((HUGS))))
lonelybird Posted January 26, 2007 Posted January 26, 2007 Hi, pricillia I am so sorry. I know how you feel as I was there before. Yes, being happy is not worth it. I agree with you. but you have something bigger than yourself. even now it seems no good in your situation, but it is just a process, you will get out soon, and to a better place. Do you know Jesus? seek him only do you good, and no harm to you. Did you ever hear the testimonies so many people told? it is really amazing, can change your life. www.tbn.org http://www.joycemeyer.org/default.htm
Author pricillia Posted January 27, 2007 Author Posted January 27, 2007 Pricilla, I am so sorry you are feeling so down ((((Hugs)))) I have so many down day's as a Stay at Home Mom. I have been out of the workforce now for 8 year's and it's killing me. Yes I am very involved with my children and have a couple of hobbies( one that's a small business), but for the most part I lack the contact of other's I miss it so very much. To top it all off with the ending of my "A". XMM was an outside source for me if you know what I mean, and I do miss that part of the relationship. So I guess I can relate to feeling very down. I know one thing that's helping me a great deal and that's therapy. Do you have a Therapist? AP:) Thanks AP... I think that I work too much but I am trying to save money and also take care of something important... that is urgent. Plus the whole MM thing, is getting to me absolutely! I just do not know any more about certian things. I do not have a therapist, I thought about a life coach though many times. How many times a week do you go?
Author pricillia Posted January 27, 2007 Author Posted January 27, 2007 I'm sorry, sweets. I know how it feels to feel like everything is slipping out of your control and there isn't anything that's bringing joy into your life. I wish I had words of wisdom to make you feel better. I can't quite manage any for myself, either. Lean on your friends, pamper yourself in small ways, pick one thing to fix and work on that. ((((HUGS)))) Thanks Nora Jane! I am trying to keep my head up, I know that in some ways I am blessed and I should not be complainging, just have to start thinking in a more positive light.
Author pricillia Posted January 27, 2007 Author Posted January 27, 2007 Hi, pricillia I am so sorry. I know how you feel as I was there before. Yes, being happy is not worth it. I agree with you. but you have something bigger than yourself. even now it seems no good in your situation, but it is just a process, you will get out soon, and to a better place. Do you know Jesus? seek him only do you good, and no harm to you. Did you ever hear the testimonies so many people told? it is really amazing, can change your life. www.tbn.org http://www.joycemeyer.org/default.htm and also lately I am a terrible typist Thanks LB, I know that there is something bigger than myself, as far as finding Jesus, you know I am really not into the Christianity thing, for some reason I feel that that path is not for me. Now don't get me wrong I believe in god, but I think I am more spirtual in a sense that religious. Thanks for the informative website.
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