NOfoolNomore Posted January 22, 2007 Posted January 22, 2007 Hello Everyone. Just a lil background. I have been NC w/ MM for the past 6 mnths... Since then i cut all contact from my emails + phones + internet thingy that we both seem to have.. everything is on private... Anyways... As i was chatting to one of my friends WHO happens to be one of MM's friends too.. ... My friend was saying how they went to the best wedding ever over the weekend & was going to send me photos on my email.. [no, they have no knowledge of my A w/ MM] I didnt think that MM had gone to the wedding... & there was HEAPS of photots of MM & W... i couldnt stop looking @ them.. Yet, i felt sick looking @ them... I thought i was doing well... & moving on.. SLOWLY but i was getting there... now i feel like everything i have worked for to get over him is down the drain. Did they look happy... More like uncomfortable.. Yet, it could be just my imagination of what i want to see... I feel so down right now.. & i have noone to turn too. As they think im just a lil sick... A part of me wants to contact him.. YET, the stubburn part of me is sayin that he hurt me bad when he chose her... HELP....!!! tell me i've gone mad..!!!
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