aikim Posted January 19, 2007 Posted January 19, 2007 My ex and I broke up at the end of august and for 2 months that we were broken up, I was the saddest person I knew. Then we ended up getting back together, but it only lasted 3 weeks. The second time we broke up I was initially angry for a while. And then I became really sad again. And now it feels like I'm starting over again. I'm not crying as much as the first time we broke up but I still have the same depressed lonely feeling as the first time.
RocketMan2 Posted January 19, 2007 Posted January 19, 2007 Do you wanna give us some details? What happened, who dumped who etc.. Hang in there mate Tell us what happened and maybe we can help
Author aikim Posted January 19, 2007 Author Posted January 19, 2007 well he was basically the guy that taught me what real love was. And everytime I felt bad, I would turn to him. He was my everything. We were only going out for 8 months before we broke up the first time, but we had gone through so much during that time that it seemed so much longer. Anyways we broke up because he felt that we had to set our priorities straight and be more responsible with school and family. I only agreed because I thought for sure we would get back together quickly. 2 months went by and we started talking again. I don't know if he would have called me if not for that letter I gave him. We only spoke on the phone twice for 2 hrs at a time before he said he wanted to take me out to dinner. Well, when I saw him, we ended up getting back together, but it wasn't the same. That level of emotional intimacy we had before wasn't there anymore. And I had a real problems with that because I knew how he could be from past experience. I ended up telling him how I felt over the phone hoping that he would try and make me feel better but he ended up making me feel worse by saying that I need to relax and he doesn't like it when I put pressure on him and saying we would talk about it later. 10 days went by and neither of us had called eachother. We didn't even formally break up. I just went to his apt and put a note on his door asking for my things back. And after that I was just so angry for a while because he wasn't the guy I used to know. And then that anger went away and I became sad again because of the guy I used to know and all those memories we had together and things he did for me that were unforgettable
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