alone2b Posted January 19, 2007 Posted January 19, 2007 yesterday was my birth day. My Boyfriend gave me a card and a gift card from macy's ($40). actually he just gave $ 25 and the rest was from his mom and dad. i was expecting that his going to give me a flower because its was a special day for me, but he dint do it. he just gave me a flower like 4 times. we've been together for 3 years. i was upset about the flowers but mostly the gift card because i thought he would gave me something that he choose like he make an effort. but he told me that he just change it because it looks like a similar gift as his sister. but i dont believe him because i asked him when did he bought it and he told me long time ago.he said he bought it first than his sister.so its means that he had time to change it if he bought it first right?. We ate dinner outside with her sister then i asked him why he didnt gave me cake he told me that "I thought were going to your house" ( he wants to say if we go to your house i'll buy it) but i told him lets just eat close to my house and he told me that it was too far (fremont is far from hayward CA.) 13 mins away.i dont know if he really love me or what? he always say that he does. but i cant feel it. his not even sweet at all. he doesnt even want to see me every monthsarry. im always forcing him to see me. and he told me that he even make a web page for me so he said that it was an effort for him. but he already promise that long time ago that he will make it but instead of making the page last 2 years, he made a page for his friend (girl). without paying him. he said he make that page because the girl was a model and a friend. but i i think the girl is using him to make the page updated and my boyfriend is the one who's paying for the charge of that page and he said that it was ok. and he doesn't want to go out with me every weekend. he keep telling me thats the only time his going to take a rest. i don't really know now. i feel like i'm sticking out from him like i don't want to stay with him because his not even sensitive with my feeling he doesn't care if i'm hurt or not.
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