LostHeart Posted January 15, 2007 Posted January 15, 2007 My boyfriend lives in Canada while I live in the U.S. (WV to be more specific) so it's quite the distance. Long story short--He came and stayed with me in Aug through November...then took two weeks to go back to his home...then came from the end of November/beginning of December until yesterday (sunday). I've never missed anyone this much in my life! I'm all sappy and crying all over the place. What gets your mind off of things like this? There's a good chance he can't come back for at least 16 weeks and I just can't stop thinking about this. I am literally driving myself crazy! I've talked to him on the internet tonight only to cry more and be all whiney to him "I want you to come back home! I miss you! I love you! Whine whine whine! Whine whine!" Gah... What makes this stinky is I have no job. I am in the process of finding one and nobody has called me back yet so I seriously don't have anything to occupy myself with. I don't have much money so I can't go out. Nobody is even home tonight! BAH!!!
Blue Phoenix Posted January 15, 2007 Posted January 15, 2007 --I've talked to him on the internet tonight only to cry more and be all whiney to him "I want you to come back home! I miss you! I love you! Whine whine whine! Whine whine!" Gah-- Hmm I can't help but wonder why are you being so hard on your self here. You are sad because some one you love is gone nothing wrong with that. I'de say just do what ever you can to keep your mind ocupied.Weather it be looking for a job or talking to friends. I personaly find cleaning my house a great way to forget worrys on my mind. I guess just do what ever intrests you your hobbies.
BohemeRose Posted January 15, 2007 Posted January 15, 2007 Is there any reason you can't go and visit him? Even if it's for a weekend, it's better than nothing. My boyfriend lives in Canada, too, and we haven't seen each other since July. It's incredibly difficult, but you learn to cope.
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