Krying Posted January 12, 2007 Posted January 12, 2007 It's been awhile since I was last posting here. For the most part I was feeling actually pretty good about life. But some bad news hit me only last week and it all goes back to my ex-fiance. To cut it short, her lying to me in the beginning of the relationship is going to cost me several years of my life due to financial loss etc. I won't be going into any details on what kind of loss etc. I had finally got to a point where, I no longer thought of her, was feeling happier about life, and that I was going to find someone better. Then this whole financial situation hit me like a ton of bricks only a week later. Now, for the first time ever, I hate this woman more than anyone or thing I can remember. Then a weird thing happened. My thoughts of hate for her started to turn to one of annoyance, and then again to one of reminiscing, and you guessed it... love and the fact I still miss her. Even now, with me being close to total financial ruin, I can't stop thinking about her. I realized today, that I am probably going to be cursed with memories of her for the rest of my life. It's one thing to get over a heart that was crushed, broken and totally destroyed, but another to lose close to a decade of hard earned wealth due to her dishonesty. My decisions where my own, but I made them on the basis that this girl was the person I was going to spend the rest of my life together with. So legal crap and all that is out of the question, as I'm the guilable, naive sucker who got played. How the heck am I going to bury this woman from my head and heart and move on now. I just can't believe it. My life has gone from bad to worse, to freaking nightmarish. The only mistake I made was trusting her with my heart. Now I will pay the price for this mistake until the day I die. I wrote up a huge email to send to her but never did send it. Basically if you believe in Karma then you know, she's going to get her own back one of these days. She doesn't know of my situation as far as I know, but she'd actually need a conscience to give a darn. I'm living proof that nice guys, finish last. I swear I'm going to throttle the next girl I hear who says, "where have all the nice guys gone?". My dear, that got eaten, ripped apart and annihilated by a women who took advantage of them. From this day forth, I am no longer a nice guy. I'm going to turn a very bitter person from this I feel. I've been re-injured and re-wounded all over again by this whole situation. And only one week after I had finally felt I was ready to move on with my life.
Guest Posted January 12, 2007 Posted January 12, 2007 Why let her turn you into a crule and bitter person?? Only you will lose out in the end if that happends. Do you think she will actualy give a flying frogs butt Um NO!!. Now far as the money part of it take legal action. No one has the right to ruin some one else financualy. I dont care if you 2 were in the deepest love that was heaven sent from the angels on high. It dosent matter its over now and shes screwing you up money wise!! What if you did happen to find the right one for you. You would be so twisetd emoshionaly and drained finachualy you wouldent be able to give any relashionship a fighting chance.No dont give her the last laugh!! Sue her or what ever you need to.And then forget the pond scum!! And keep a positave attitude and MOVE ON!! Best of luck 2 you
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