Meaplus3 Posted January 12, 2007 Posted January 12, 2007 Just wanted to report that NC is sticking! WOW! Tough, but doing it, doing the NC and feeling good! Really a major milestone for me. I love music one of my favorite singers is Jewel (NO! not because I happen to look like her) I just love the word's in her song's! This song has helped me so much, had to share. GOOD BY Alice in Wonderland it's four in the afternoon i'm on a flight leaving l.a. trying to think about my life my youth scattered along the highway hotel rooms and headlines i've made a living with a song just a guitar as my companion wanting desperately to belong fame is filled with spoiled children they grow fat on fantasy i guess that's why i'm leaving i crave reality (chorus 1:) so goodbye alice in wonderland goodbye yellow brick road there is a difference between dreaming and pretending i did not find paradise it was only a reflection of my lonely mind searching for what was missing in my life (verse 2:) i'm embarassed to say the rest is a rock and roll cliche i hit the bottom when i reached the top i never knew it was you who was breaking my heart i thought you had to love me you did not yes a heart can hallucinate if it's completely starved for love can even make monsters seem like angels from above you forged my love like a weapon and turned it against me like a knife you broke my last heartstring but you opened up my eyes (chorus 2:) so goodbye alice in wonderland goodbye yellow brick road there is a difference between dreaming and pretending that was not love in your eyes it was only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting what was missing in my life (bridge:) dreaming is a good thing cause it brings new things to life pretending is an ending that perpetuates a lie forgetting what you are seeing for what you've been told and growing up is not the absence of dreaming it's being able to understand the difference between the ones you can hold and the ones that you've been sold (verse 3:) well, truth is stranger than fiction and this is my chance to get it right life is much better without all of your pretty lies (chorus 3:) so goodbye alice in wonderland you can keep your yellow brick road cause there is a difference between dreaming and pretending that was not love in your eyes it was only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting it was only a reflection of my lonely mind wishing that you were what was missing from my life
whichwayisup Posted January 12, 2007 Posted January 12, 2007 Good for you AP. Keep on going with the NC!
puddleofmud Posted January 12, 2007 Posted January 12, 2007 "yes, a heart can hallucinate"... arf!...that cut like a knife... Profound> that little chick is amazing and I admire her as well. Hard to imagine that she is so very young and so very astute in her poetic expression. More admirable is that her art as a woman is one of such acute honesty & insight about herself. So glad that you are doing well this eve and that you are embracing what speaks to your heart and healing from it. Hugs to you!
pureinheart Posted January 13, 2007 Posted January 13, 2007 Hey AP37.... It's like withdrawl isn't it....a bad destructive drug that wants to take our vwery lives.....I am so glad you are ok.....
Author Meaplus3 Posted January 13, 2007 Author Posted January 13, 2007 Hey AP37.... It's like withdrawl isn't it....a bad destructive drug that wants to take our vwery lives.....I am so glad you are ok..... Thank's Pureinheart. Yes, it is like a drug and a very bad destructive one at that. I will be ok! Ob-la-di, ob-la-da, Life goes on, bra La la how the life goes on Ob-la-di, ob-la-da Life goes on, bra La la how the life goes on AP:)
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